Sometimes all u need is to cry
to let it all wash.
Sometimes all you need is this place
where you can find yourself
a simple you, pure and pristine.
It’s darkness comforting.
I dont know what I am now
a person evolved…
I want to run back into those wildness
wildness of childhood
where I was me.
As of now, all I can do is to close my eyes and imagine
imagine that dark temple room
kneeling down, I want to put down the weight,
weight that I accumulated through these years
the weight of my masks…
and just sit looking into those deep eyes.
I had forgotten them, forgotten the comfort it gave
I had changed my beliefs, I have no religion
I call for me, the spirit that rises within me.
Yet, I go back to that familiar darkness
It gave me what I sought
and I sit there listening to the ringing bells
until the present called
lifting me up and smiling.
Now I am back..back to my chair
back to the same old green room
with a peace at heart.